I am like this myself sometimes with my daughter.{Army} I come here for encougament and doing my part to help the Kingdom. When I don't feel like going to Church I go. I realize who God is and my feelings are not from HIM. This is the time to really stay in his word. Our feelings will keep us in fear, if we allow them to fester. Stand on the truth that God's answer is the best answer to anything I may have to endure. I always feel better when I resist those feeling. Yes they do flee from me when I stay in God. We have to lift up each other. Be bless Jeanie,